It is time to explain myself—let us stand up. What is known I strip away, I launch all men and women forward with me into the Unknown. The clock indicates the moment—but what does eternity indicate? We have thus far exhausted trillions of winters and summers, There are trillions ahead, and trillions ahead of them. Births have brought us richness and variety, And other births will bring us richness and variety. I do not call one greater and one smaller, That which fills its period and place is equal to any. Were mankind murderous or jealous upon you, my brother, my sister? I am sorry for you, they are not murderous or jealous upon me, All has been gentle with me, I keep no account with lamentation, (What have I to do with lamentation?) I am an acme of things accomplish'd, and I an encloser of things to be. My feet strike an apex of the apices of the stairs, On every step bunches of ages, and larger bunches between the steps, All below duly travel'd, and still I mount and mount. Rise after rise bow the phantoms behind me, Afar down I see the huge first Nothing, I know I was even there, I waited unseen and always, and slept through the lethargic mist, And took my time, and took no hurt from the fetid carbon. Long I was hugg'd close—long and long. Immense have been the preparations for me, Faithful and friendly the arms that have help'd me. Cycles ferried my cradle, rowing and rowing like cheerful boatmen, For room to me stars kept aside in their own rings, They sent influences to look after what was to hold me. Before I was born out of my mother generations guided me, My embryo has never been torpid, nothing could overlay it. For it the nebula cohered to an orb, The long slow strata piled to rest it on, Vast vegetables gave it sustenance, Monstrous sauroids transported it in their mouths and deposited it with care. All forces have been steadily employ'd to complete and delight me, Now on this spot I stand with my robust soul.
Afterword
“What is known I strip away,” Whitman explains in this section, “I launch all men and women forward with me into the Unknown.” Now it becomes clear that the self he sings and celebrates, which contains the whole, the individual and the cosmos, past, present, and future, is in fact the force that governs the universe, propelling matter in every direction throughout history (“trillions of winters and summers”), from the origin unto eternity—which is exactly in this moment: the eternal now. Preparations for his vision began with “the huge first Nothing,” which furnished the materials for everything that was and is to come, including the maker of this poem, connecting one and all; its reverberations will echo until the end of time. And this poem is a map to the new land that the poet, “the encloser of things to be,” is surveying from ever greater heights.
Open water and bright sun. On Narragansett Bay, in a replica of a 17th-century dory, my friends and I are “rowing and rowing like cheerful boatmen” from Providence to Newport, riding the current of the outgoing tide past container ships and yachts and skiffs, carried by a steady north wind which will not turn until the sun has almost set. The coxswain tells a story about two fishermen lost in fog off the coast: how they rowed with their hands frozen to the oars until one died of exposure; how his companion placed his corpse in the stern for ballast and continued on to Newfoundland, where the tips of his gangrenous fingers had to be amputated; how in later life the survivor rowed across the Atlantic, with special oars carved for his deformed hands…
“How did he keep going?” I ask between strokes, then draw in my oars to rest, gauging in my mind the distance to the bridge beyond which lies the harbor. Two hours? Three?
The dory glides past a lobster pot, then a buoy on which perches a cormorant, and then an eddy of foam produced by the turning tide. The coxswain smiles.
“Oars ready,” he says. “And pull.”
Question
Try tracking, in just one day, all the materials of the world that have literally become part of you. Then try to expand, through increasing spans of time, that sense of how you are connected to the materials of this world. Can you get back to the dinosaurs? To that “huge first nothing”?